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Hi all! I've been lurking around the boards for about 2 years now and decided to make my introduction because I'm FINALLY seeking help. Not for my cat addiction...although I do love cats. My mom has told me that I came out of the womb anxious but I've never sought help because of financial issues. Lately, my anxiety has escalated to a point where I don't recognize myself. It is 2016 and the US Government still doesn't recognize MI as LEGIT illness so I've decided to rack up some debt and get my butt to the nearest psych clinic. Intake is scheduled for October 4th.

I'm sure that you'll see me on the Anxiety boards (among others) so this is how I see myself... I am a certified geek and member of many fandoms including: Doctor Who, Game of Thrones, Firefly, Star Wars, The Walking Dead, Sherlock and Harry Potter. I am also a gamer (formerly World of Warcraft, currently PS4 RPG's) and an avid viewer of online cat cams (because I love cats). I fancy myself a comedienne, although it has been hard to laugh lately. Do you know Chandler Bing? I'm pretty sure that he's my spirit animal.

I've had a pretty terrible night  and I've had some wine so I thought it might be therapeutic to make my introduction (which I've been thinking about for weeks). I'll see you guys around the crazyboards!

...Did I mention that I love cats?...

Edited by Bitterhoney829
How did I leave out Harry f*ing Potter?!

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I'm afraid that before we can really welcome you to CB, we're going to need to know how you feel about cats. Are you pro-cat? Cat-positive?

Welcome to CB. If you have any problems figuring out how the site works, please feel free to PM me or any of the other mods.

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Welcome to the boards!  Cat-addiction is quite supported here.

I'm glad you're overcoming barriers to treatment and seeking help.

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My cat arranged her butt so she could have the runs in my shoe this morning.  I love my cat...  I also want to shoot my cat but not really.   One of the greatest days this month was when I caught kitty in mid poo in the bathroom and held her over the toilet and danged if it didn't work!   Yea!  Small things like that are so great...

So on the positive...  I hosed out my shoes.  So when the cat crapped under my desk AGAIN to day at least it wasn't actually in my shoes...

I am either Mr Positive or I've totally lost it.

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5 hours ago, HAL9000 said:

My cat arranged her butt so she could have the runs in my shoe this morning.  I love my cat...  I also want to shoot my cat but not really.   One of the greatest days this month was when I caught kitty in mid poo in the bathroom and held her over the toilet and danged if it didn't work!   Yea!  Small things like that are so great...

So on the positive...  I hosed out my shoes.  So when the cat crapped under my desk AGAIN to day at least it wasn't actually in my shoes...

I am either Mr Positive or I've totally lost it.

Cats can be complete assholes, but that's just one more thing that I love about them. I mean, wouldn't you take a dump in someone else's shoes if given the chance?

My cat is good about using the litterbox, but my mom's geriactric kitty would go wherever she pleased. She had to cover her floors with puppy pads.

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