chiboy91 Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 so i'm new. my shrink told me to join some online forums and support groups and even though i had shit luck at this before i told him i would and here i am. i'm 26 and currently living in a sort of halfway house type arrangement due to being such an epic headcase. i suffer from dissociative identity disorder, ptsd, and a whole boatload of addictions. i'm gay, whorish, rarely stable and my life has been a stream of abuse, exploitation,objectification, and victimization. i have extreme body dysmorphia, eating disorders, and the lowest of low self-esteems. i waiver back and forth between delusions of grandeur and suicidal ideation. despite all that, though, i'm actually a nice guy who is rather shy, introverted and emotional. i avoid relationships and friendships because of how attached i tend to become to people and my dependency on them - which often backfires and ends up with people using me for their own nefarious means. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iceberg Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 at least you have insight into it and aren't in complete denial Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mcjimjam Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 Welcome to CB This is a safe supportive place, free from judgement. I hope you find it as helpful as I have. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gearhead Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 Hello, Chiboy. C'mon in and put your feet up. No only cares if you scuff the coffee table. If you have any problems figuring how the site works, please feel free to PM me or one of the other mods. Gearhead Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jt07 Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 Welcome aboard! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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