2utopian Posted February 2, 2006 Share Posted February 2, 2006 I have three hours to go at work, but I am fighting the urge to run out of here. Feeling cycle: fear, doubt, hate myself, I am a weak person, freak...breathe...everything will be fine...just leave. Boss isn't happy with my performace of late anyway. Girl friend is having a flare up of her lupus. Can't kill myself, got to take care of her. Need to hide in my house...read some ancient history, but I will just think about how much I suck as an employee. Just finished a quick ramp down of Cymbalta...now taking Lexapro. Will hate myself if I leave now; too much important stuff to do. Run Lola run; Run Lola run. 2utopian Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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