Idk any more

[DarkenGoober]

I just dont know, i think of different crazy and not so crazy ways I could kill myself but never would be able to bring myself to do it. I know i should get help but i dont know where to start. The only thing that makes me remotely feel anything is when me and a few buddies of mine take mdma or lsd, and even then i just want to take a large amount to od. Idk just sharing how i feel daily

[huntforbravery]

Have you ever called a crisis line?they can help connect you to resources or even just listen. They've stopped me from attempting twice

[melissaw72]

On 4/22/2017 at 0:18 AM, DarkenGoober said:

I know i should get help but i dont know where to start.

I think a good first step is to talk to your GP about getting a referral to a therapist (tdoc) or a psychiatrist (pdoc). 

Tdocs can be very helpful.  The one I had was a talk therapist who really helped me by just listening.  There are also other kinds of tdocs out there also that teach skills like in DBT, CBT, (and more that I can't think of right now).  And you can use those skills to help you through future crises if you have them.