gballsout Posted February 5, 2006 Share Posted February 5, 2006 that I would never miss work due to depression again!! I've been a member of this board since summer when i became disabled b/c of ultra-rapid cycling. I've always had severe depression and it went untreated b/c my 'rents decided it was my fault and I could do something about it if I wanted and I was just wasting my life, talent, etc. They were completely unhelpful during the last summer, in fact, contributing to the worsening of it. What's my point? Oh, yeah, the doc and I found a med cocktail that works and though I was prepared for a bleed-thru, I promised myself that if it got bad, I could rise above it and not lose a moment's time.. Well, this has been just the shittiest week and I feel like a 40 lb cement block is on my chest and the vaccuum in my chest is threatening to collapse my organs and I struggled all week. Finally Friday, I took a shower and sat down and knew that was all I could do. so I called in sick. I hate losing time to this. Why can't I just rise above it? Why can't it just be mind over matter? Oh, I know intelluctually why. I just needed to vent. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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