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AshleyS

My life is going to shit

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So, the past three months have been a bunch of lows for me. I left my husband, I moved in with my sister, I left my sister to move back with my husband, and in the process of all of this, I lost my friends well people who said they were my friends. I know my husband did wrong by people, shit I did wrong by people we both are only human with MI. Everyone has issues some more than others. But my issues are deeper then that. I hurt badly. I cry daily. I feel like i am floating on a cloud watching myself live down below me. They have me on the same meds i have been one for 3 months now and they seem to keep me not so depressed but now i feel disconnected from my life and my body. This isn't normal, is it? Anyways, thanks for listening

Ashley

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What meds did they put you on?

Anxiety causes me to disconnect from my mind/body.  Also some meds can do that.

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Hi, Ashley. I'm sorry to hear you're doing so badly. I'm also curious about what meds you're on. If they're keeping your frombeing depressed that's good, but feeling numbed out is not helpful either. I know that feeling. Are you working with a therapist, and does it help at all? 

You're under a hell of a lot of stress. Stress that would mess with the heads of people who aren't MI. I hope you won't be hard on yourself.

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SO they put me on Gabapentin Topamax Klonopin Ambien clonidine, and metoprolol and Cymbalta. I have been on them all before just not all at once. I start seeing a trauma specialist soon and that is very scary to me. I don't feel ready. My pdoc brought back up dissociation again which could be going on, I just thought I was passed that and knew how to ground myself. 

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