imfinethanksfornotasking Posted February 13, 2006 Share Posted February 13, 2006 i don't know if i belong here yet.. but maybe can find those who relate. i come from a family of selfharmers. my mom and half sister (unrelated to one another, coincidentally) both cut. i've figured that is not something i can probably do but hey i will give myself time before i rule out anything for certain. i'm here because today following a pretty bad week and an overall bad several months i had a really strong urge to harm myself. i don't want to -die- and i don't want anyone to know, and i thought something i could do is use a hammer and maybe hammer my hand. because that could be an accident, and i've had broken fingers before and can deal with that after the fact. i didn't actually do it because i started obsessing about not being able to type. but i did at one time type quite well with just one hand so i could learn to do that. i'm a bit disturbed to have come up with that though. i really don't want to do anything anyone would know was intentional or that i did. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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