BipolarSpinster Posted May 31, 2018 Share Posted May 31, 2018 (edited) Hi, I’m Kimberley. Ive just turned 50 on April 1st and it hit like a ton of bricks. I’ve been sick and often out of it since 16 when dx’d. Then suddenly, I look in the mirror, and I’ve got a few age spots! ?? I’ve been on all subsets of AD’s, many AAP’s, and had a great experience with ECT about 7 years ago. I had 2 children, now ages 26 & 28. I was completely unmedicated and single for 4 of those years. Ended up homeless 11 years ago and had to send them to my ex and his wife, and they turned them against me. So nice of them. I’m mostly estranged with kids, except daughter sometimes calls to make sure she gets Xmas presents ?. Mother is referred to as my egg donor, as that is all she deserves. Was n/c with her until recently she begged her way back in, this, after 50 years of serious abuse Sister committed suicide in 2015 I haven’t cried and probably never will, as she was the triangulator btwn egg donor and I. I was dx’d bp1 @ age 16 and scared the shit out of tpist with a voodoo doll, telling her she’d die in a car crash on the way home that night. Never did see her again ?. I’ve also been told I have borderline traits, never the full disorder Thank all the lamas and Buddhas. Im currently in a mixed episode and that always sucks cause I’ve now lost all my friends, and it strains my tpist and pdoc relationships. I see pdoc Saturday. I don’t like to make a point of having hope (a Buddhist thang), but I’m using it for now. Thanks for reading, if you did, you’re a champ. I should’ve done this sooner, but didn’t see the forum due to it being so far down! Admins: it should be on top! ? Thanks for all the help thus far. love & hugs to all! Kimberley ps not always long winded, or goofy but for now, that’s me. Edited May 31, 2018 by GettingUpThere 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jt07 Posted May 31, 2018 Share Posted May 31, 2018 Welcome to CB! It sounds like you have been through a lot in your life. And keep in mind that 50 is not old so don't let it hit you so hard. It's just a number. I firmly believe that you are only as old as you feel. I hope you can pull out of that mixed state and feel better. Welcome, again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BipolarSpinster Posted May 31, 2018 Author Share Posted May 31, 2018 2 minutes ago, jt07 said: Welcome to CB! It sounds like you have been through a lot in your life. And keep in mind that 50 is not old so don't let it hit you so hard. It's just a number. I firmly believe that you are only as old as you feel. I hope you can pull out of that mixed state and feel better. Welcome, again! Well, I’m feelin’ it! Thanks again for the welcome ? ! Have a superdee duper day! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blahblah Posted May 31, 2018 Share Posted May 31, 2018 Welcome to Crazytown! You're in good company here. You've really been through a lot & I hope things get better soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BipolarSpinster Posted May 31, 2018 Author Share Posted May 31, 2018 1 minute ago, Blahblah said: Welcome to Crazytown! You're in good company here. You've really been through a lot & I hope things get better soon. Ahhhh thanks so much. And that’s only part of it! ? so glad I found you all. ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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