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I've become familiar with the phrase "unicorn hunting" but only recently and too late… this been rattling around in my mind for too long…

this was a few years ago and is still plaguing me. WHY a bonafide couple would pretend she was just a roommate at the beginning. Then move me into their 3 bedroom home & get my hopes up just to crush them? At that time I was only interested in monogamy. Ultimately, he and I shared a room. She was in another - the master bedroom. 

Not only did they push to "help" me by moving me in, they were eager for me to get pregnant "…we've got a spare room…". Instead of get a surrogate on board, obtain donor eggs, etc - why deceive and defraud me?  Okay she was older than he - older than both of us - but I figure she probably had not gone through menopause.  He and I had been childhood friends - did that history mean absolutely nothing?

Before I ever showed up they had money for surrogacy / fertility.
WHY pretend she was just a roommate? why does evil do what it do?

I'm ready to move on & find someone new - just smh what a messed up way to live & drag others into it. Thankfully I did not make the grade and was cast aside.
 

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