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I got in a massive fight with some well liked people at school last friday and everyone saw it so everyone hates me now and I was suspended for today. I don't know if I ever wanna go back since everyone hates me now. Everyone keep insisting to but it's a death sentence. Everyone will pester me for the rest of my life and I'll eventually get into another fight. What do I do? Do I go to school? How can I control my massive anger and impulsivity?

It feels like Mel Gibson has become my spirit animal.

There's a video on Youtube where he yells at this chick on the phone and it's very relatable. It's exactly how I act when I get mad.

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4 minutes ago, MisterMelancholy said:

 

I got in a massive fight with some well liked people at school last friday and everyone saw it so everyone hates me now and I was suspended for today. I don't know if I ever wanna go back since everyone hates me now. Everyone keep insisting to but it's a death sentence. Everyone will pester me for the rest of my life and I'll eventually get into another fight. What do I do? Do I go to school? How can I control my massive anger and impulsivity?

It feels like Mel Gibson has become my spirit animal.

There's a video on Youtube where he yells at this chick on the phone and it's very relatable. It's exactly how I act when I get mad.

Are you seeing a pdoc ? Or Tdoc? 

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